I often find myself wondering what my life has been worth. What is my legacy to my children and to this world? So many things that I thought were important seem to have just slipped away. The things that I loved my children think are just the sill whims of an old woman. Why were these things so important to me and why doesn't any one else care about them or see their importance? Why does everyone think they know what I need or should want better than I do. If I ask for help why does it have to be on someone elses terms. Why can't I just get the help I want instead of what someone feels like giving me. All my life I have tried to help other people and I have tried to do it their way. I used to work in home health taking care of elderly people. Some of them had some pretty odd ways of doing things but they had been doing it that way for many years and who am I to say their way is wrong. I would just smile and say okay Miss Pearl we will do it like that. It always brought a smile to her face and made her feel good. Isn't that what we should do? Try to make people feel better about their situations? I just want that sme courtesy extended to me. Would love to hear what others think about this subject. You can bet you will hear more from me.